I went to two places on my mystery trip. This and the previous post are from one of them.
For Cee’s Flower of the Day.
I went to two places on my mystery trip. This and the previous post are from one of them.
For Cee’s Flower of the Day.
From my mystery trip in March to April 2022.
For the Ragtag Daily Prompt: checkered.
From last month, for Cee’s Flower of the Day.
I loved my liar sister
I love her still
That’s what makes them angry
that I love my liar sister
even though she lied
even though she hurt me
even though she lied to them
That’s what makes them angry
that I love my liar sister
they want to love her lies
they don’t want to know the truth
they want to hide from lies
That’s what makes them angry
they are hella jealous
they want to be loved like that
they want to be loved whole
they want to be loved entire
they want to be loved even when they lie
That’s what makes them angry
they are so afraid to be themselves
they are so afraid to tell the truth
they are so afraid to be honest with each other
they are so tired of hiding
That’s what makes them angry
one says she will be friends
if we only talk about the positive
about my mother, father, sister
I counter: let’s not mention them at all
nor your husband. Not a word.
She doesn’t answer. Silence.
That’s what makes them sad
they don’t want to feel the anger
they deny the heartache
they avoid the longing
they bargain with their souls
they refuse to feel the grief
let us feel the anger
let us feel the heartache
let us feel the longing
let us feel our grief
let us feel our souls
Beloved, we long for you so
Please, Beloved, love us whole
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My sister sent me a t-shirt from Wicked. She died of cancer in 2012. The deaths from Covid-19 and every death brings her back to me. And this song sums up our relationship.
This is a painting, not by me, from my mystery trip. Where was I? Did I get to go to this universe? The universe of this artist’s imagination?
For the Ragtag Daily Prompt: universe.
I am listening to Rutter’s Magnificat. We are rehearsing for a concert in July. A musical universe.
For Cee’s Flower of the Day.
Is this old brickwork and stonework crumbling? Or will it hold?
Taken in March 2022.
For the Ragtag Daily Prompt: crumble.
Two days ago I wrote to the owner of the website that “separated” me for “not explicitly breaking the rules”.
I have not gotten an answer.
Doesn’t matter, you say. I disagree. I think our ethics matters and it matters on line. Isn’t that part of what we are fighting about?
Let’s drill down. The editors stated on this obscure not to be named site that they were tightening rules and removing write-ups that should be logs or are just not high enough quality, and letting the writers repost them as logs. So far they have removed over 250 of my writeups. Ironically, I was one of the two most prolific writers in the last year. Let’s kill the golden goose because she’s annoying, won’t we? The other writer has not been “separated”.
I note that they have removed my write up called “birth of ——–“. Now, this interests me. This was a well received write up, had up votes, and was the start of a category. The category was people explaining how they chose their on line name.
So: the editors are liars and abusing their power. They have removed a well received and well liked write up because they have personal animosity towards me. I have protested the removal of 250+ writeups and asked that they be reposted as logs. No answer.
The other writeups in the how I chose my name category are still there. So this is PERSONAL and the editors of the site are unethical.
Therefore, I hope the site dies. Or gets rid of those editors. I think I want it to die, even though it has writing by my sister. This does matter. As a species, we will either learn to be fair and human on line as well as off line, or we will end in conflagration. The site will certainly not be there if we start lobbing nuclear bombs at each other. The owner works for the US government. Why is he/she not paying attention to this obscure website that he/she owns?
Whether or not the world burns this month, if the editors are manifestly unfair on the site, the site will die and deserves to die. I wish that I could have my sisterβs drafts before it shuts down.
I ended my email that is not answered with this: Good luck. I hope that ethics matters to both of us.
Thank you.
on line site name
_______________________
I will not name the site here or anywhere again, until and unless those editors are shut down and the site becomes ethical.
We are fighting this fight as a species, as humanity. We have to learn to be as ethical on line as we are in person. Well, you say, some people AREN’T ethical. Yes, that is true. As a rural physician, my goal is to take care of ANYONE WHO COMES IN. The emergency room physician cares for the family of four hit by the drunk and the drunk too, even if there is a dead child in the family of four. We set our judgement aside and do the best for each and every patient, regardless of the story. At least, that is the goal. It is the highest goal I know of.
Blessings and be your ethical self on line. As my children said to me when I threw their father out of the house once, “We don’t care what he does. We want you to be polite to dad no matter what.” And they were RIGHT! We answer to ourselves and to the Beloved and to our children.
Blessings.
The photo is me and my sister, dancing before my wedding in 1989. She died of cancer in 2012.
Flowers from my mystery destination in March.
For Cee’s Flower of the Day.
From my mystery journey, for the Ragtag Daily Prompt chamber.
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