Taken from a train, August 1, 2014
For the Ragtag Daily Prompt: pillow.
Taken from a train, August 1, 2014
For the Ragtag Daily Prompt: pillow.
I love orchids. The grocery store orchids like me too: I seem to give them the right amount of water, which is not too much. Just once a week.
For Cee’s Flower of the Day.
why are you so afraid of being trapped?
and it’s attached to women
not to men
that is weird
but we are all weird
I have an explanation
That I won’t share here
Doesn’t matter
doesn’t matter if it is right or wrong
what matters is the pattern
and whether you can break it
and whether you can heal it
and whether you want to heal it
or just repeat it
over and over again
I do not know what you will do
whether you will see the pattern
whether you want to break it
whether you want to heal it
but the pattern is why you chose me
that is clear as glass, as ice, as air
on a very clear cold day
my pattern is that I don’t give up
as you said, I look at things from all sides
I am tolerant to a fault, you say
what matters is my pattern
whether I see the pattern
whether I can break the pattern
whether I want to heal the pattern
and yes I do
I see the pattern thanks to you
what matters is the pattern
I will break the pattern
I will heal the pattern
thank you, love
sometimes we must cut the abscess open
and drain the pus
or rebreak the bone that has healed wrong
or amputate the gangrenous fingers
to save the rest
I see the pattern
I change it
I heal
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May 27, 2022
I read that metals can fracture hackly. Other fracture types are conchoidal or earthy. New words!
I took this on my March/April travel.
For the Ragtag Daily Prompt: hackly.
My photograph of Helen Burling Ottaway’s etching of a tree peony.
For Cee’s Flower of the Day.
For the Ragtag Daily Prompt: myriad.
One thing that makes me gloomy, as a Family Practice Physician: the only person who has read my medical notes from the multiple specialists is ME.
Since March 2021, I have seen Family Practice, Cardiology, Pulmonology, Infectious Disease, Immunology and Psychiatry. I am in a rural area, so this involves three different hospital systems. They all use the EPIC electronic medical record, but they won’t release information to each other. I have gotten two of them hooked together under ONE of my names and passwords but guess what: my primary care physicain can’t see the notes from the other sites. Only I can. “Proprietary infromation.” Hey, you stupid medical non-systems, this is MY healthcare, MY notes, and YOU SUCK.
My primary care physician COULD request the notes from my pulmonologist but she hasn’t. I find this incomprehensible. I have been on oxygen for over a year. I guess my doctor frankly doesn’t care. Has she farmed my lungs out to pulmonology and doesn’t have to pay attention any more? My goal in practice was to have all of the specialists’ notes. If that was five different specialists, I requested them. Ok, it is next to impossible to get psychiatry notes. I keep wondering if psychiatrists really write notes. The patients never seem to know what diagnosis the psychiatrist is using. One hundred percent of the people that I have seen put on an (addictive) benzodiazepine say that it is for sleep. Meanwhile, at the conferences, the psychiatrists say that primary care should not give the patients benzodiazepines for sleep. I raise my hand: “Even when you psychiatrists have started them? The patients all say it’s for sleep. We don’t know WHAT you have them on it for.” When I try to stop the benzo, the patient has a fit and says that psychiatry said they have to have it. And the psychiatrist has retired or left or changed the phone number and there are no notes ever.
Anyhow, I am counting up specialists. I had really bad strep A pneumonia in 2012 and 2014. Since 2012 I have seen 20 specialists. That is counting the three Family Practitioners, because Family Practice is a specialty too. I thought it was about taking care of the whole person, which to me means reading all the specialists notes, but not one of the ones I have been to has done that.
So the medical system is an abject failure. I blame the US citizens. We choose the system with our votes. We need medicare for all, single payer healthcare, and one electronic medical record for all of the United States. Right now, there is a push to privatize medicare and turn it over to For Profit. We need to fight this and we need to demand better healthcare. Hospital organizations should not be refusing to send my clinic note to my primary care doctor. It is stupid and bad care.
https://pnhp.org/ Physicians for a National Healthcare Program for more information.
I went to two places on my mystery trip. This and the previous post are from one of them.
For Cee’s Flower of the Day.
From my mystery trip in March to April 2022.
For the Ragtag Daily Prompt: checkered.
From last month, for Cee’s Flower of the Day.
BLIND WILDERNESS
in front of the garden gate - JezzieG
Discover and re-discover Mexico’s cuisine, culture and history through the recipes, backyard stories and other interesting findings of an expatriate in Canada
Or not, depending on my mood
All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in rain!
An onion has many layers. So have I!
Exploring the great outdoors one step at a time
Some of the creative paths that escaped from my brain!
Books, reading and more ... with an Australian focus ... written on Ngunnawal Country
Engaging in some lyrical athletics whilst painting pictures with words and pounding the pavement. I run; blog; write poetry; chase after my kids & drink coffee.
spirituality / art / ethics
Coast-to-coast US bike tour
Generative AI
Climbing, Outdoors, Life!
imperfect pictures
Refugees welcome - Flüchtlinge willkommen I am teaching German to refugees. Ich unterrichte geflüchtete Menschen in der deutschen Sprache. I am writing this blog in English and German because my friends speak English and German. Ich schreibe auf Deutsch und Englisch, weil meine Freunde Deutsch und Englisch sprechen.
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Books by author Diana Coombes
NEW FLOWERY JOURNEYS
in search of a better us
Personal Blog
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Taking the camera for a walk!!!
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