The flowers float like gold petillant bubbles in the woods, their crackling too soft for my human ears.
I think this is a berry, but I’m not sure. It is on an old farm in Quilcene, gone wild. There is a cherry tree and four rhododendrons, an old chicken coop and an apple tree. Salmonberries and this. What is it?
I took the bandage off today. I would really like to heal. The scab between my breasts is bright hot angry red. I gently scrub with soap and the scab slowly peels showing the crater in my chest. I am the walking dead. The small child wants so badly to believe your word is true. You say you’ll be her friend forever no matter what. My devil laughs, a cynic. My angel turns away from you. When you walk away you drag behind each inch of my child’s gut. I see the wound is pulsing and now I give a start. You break your word, you lie, to my much abused small child. The pulsing mass I see is my aching bleeding heart. Every injury triples on the child you hold inside. I don’t stop loving even though I am gravely hurt. You’ve never loved at all: you grind hearts into the dirt.
A world built of lies, like a snow globe. Detached from reality. Contained, with music, and you can shake it up. It looks so pretty, but it isn’t real.
I am a toothsome devil, young, muscular, handsome. I am sixteen pounds of muscle, a tiger cat, ISO of wonderful lady. DON’T get confused by my sister in the photograph. She likes to lean on me sometimes, especially when Mother is gone. Mother has been home, thank goodness. She goes out in the nasty car, but comes back by nighttime. It has been hot this week. She slept in the basement bed one night. My sister and I were a bit worried, it was different and confusing, but she apparently doesn’t have our heat tolerance. We loll in the upstairs when we want the heat.
Contact me, babes. I am in my prime and want to meet the lady cats.
Fish fly in the ocean, water is their sky their lives in three dimensions, they jump into the air escaping larger fish, schools of large and small fry but up above their ceiling fly birds who eat them there I dwell on the flat, can jump on land or fly in planes go right or left or back or front, but less up and down did seals come onto land but regret the ocean main return to ocean free again to swim around my daughter’s team synchronized at the surface of the pool legs held straight out then spiral down into the water’s embrace breath held, they disappear, they seem to break the rules of oxygen. I hold mine too until they surface for a space fish fly in the ocean, water is their sky sometimes we dream of heavens where we remember how to fly
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My daughter was a synchronized swimmer from age 7 to high school, then swim team. Her comfort in the element of water is way beyond most people.
My daughter entering her other element.
The close picture was taken with my zoom lens, but she was not close at all.
I was “life guarding” though she was out far enough that there was not much I could do.
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For the Ragtag Daily Prompt: sturdy. I am not sure why. I was thinking that the ocean is sturdy and that fish can swim in more dimensions than we humans on land. And swimmers are sturdy too.
I took the first photograph in 2017 at the Baltimore Aquarium.
That might be a bullhead shark. It certainly looks like a grumpy shark. I like the face peeking from above. This is the Baltimore Aquarium in 2017, with my son, my two aunts, an uncle and two of their cousins.
That looks like a ray and a shark. I don’t know what kind of shark.
Maybe it’s a bullfrog.
It’s a snapping turtle. Are there bull snapping turtles?
The turtle is missing a left front flipper so lives at the aquarium and likes watermelon.
The sea lions that I wrote about look static in my still pictures from Marrowstone, here. I am zoomed all the way in with my Canon PowerShot SX40HS, and in bright sunlight hand held, I can’t really see much through the camera. I try to get it in focus and hold it still.
But yesterday I found a rock and tried to take a film, a movie! The sea lions are not static at all. The tide was going out, so the little island off the southern part of Marrowstone was rising from the waters. The sea lions are getting on the island as it appears. And perhaps not agreeing about position. It is amazing to watch how quickly the island changes.
Here is a sea lion film! I propped my camera on a rock, but got early wiggles turning the camera on and off, too. But there is a lot going on between the motion of the water, the sea lions, the sail boat and birds. Not to mention the small plane. I do not think the sea lions liked it.
I think I need to take a tripod and really set up. Next project!
Always, perfect, us, and forever A part of me stands back wondering why I want to believe but cannot almost ever He tells these formidable obvious lies Like my sister you build a story You are the star and say you never lie I blink in wonder at your false silly glory You build a castle of lies while I wonder why I’d like to believe we’ll always be friends A part of me wants security, foolish hope I give it 50/50, unsurprised when it ends I think you should wash your mouth out with soap The best liars adore and believe their own words And it takes years for the real truth to be heard
There must have been a garden here long ago No house but a chicken coop still stands Three rhodys gone wild: lush and gorgeous show Taller than I can reach overhead with hands Scattered daffodils, the deer don’t like them much. No tulips, the deer eat them down to the ground. Petunia purple faces spread through brush. The deer are shy not like the herds in town Who teach the fawns to cross at crosswalks during day. They don’t like rhodys either so the trio grows Untrimmed, untrammeled, untamed, without a stay I wonder if there’s envy from wild roses Wild roses thorn each inch to hide in brush, while the rhodys climb like trees, flowering lush.
Discover and re-discover Mexicoβs cuisine, culture and history through the recipes, backyard stories and other interesting findings of an expatriate in Canada
Engaging in some lyrical athletics whilst painting pictures with words and pounding the pavement. I run; blog; write poetry; chase after my kids & drink coffee.
Refugees welcome - FlΓΌchtlinge willkommen I am teaching German to refugees. Ich unterrichte geflΓΌchtete Menschen in der deutschen Sprache. I am writing this blog in English and German because my friends speak English and German. Ich schreibe auf Deutsch und Englisch, weil meine Freunde Deutsch und Englisch sprechen.
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