small part

there is a part of each of us
that we don’t control
a stubborn stubborn voice
inside that won’t do what we want

insisting: the person promised
we would always be friends
the person promised
so they could come back

yes, I say, but that doesn’t mean
they WILL come back
people can lie
people can refuse to change

they promised
insists that stubborn voice
which will not give up
ever

and no matter what I say
I can’t shake her

she waits
and waits

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For the RDP: understand.

lucky here

I feel very lucky to live in such a beautiful place.

I am doing pulmonary rehabilitation, after my fourth pneumonia in March 2021, not covid.

Hopefully I can climb Mount Townsend again next year.

Photograph taken on Mount Townsend, July, 2017.

For the Ragtag Daily Prompt: lucky.

bleed

even when your heart is broken, monday still comes, every week
you pick yourself up, dust yourself off, make a list of your work
no one in the bank, the post office, the store sees your life bleed

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For Ronovan Write’s Sijo Wednesday # 18: use regret.