October 5, 2022 by drkottaway

Red leaves 2

For Cee’s Flower of the Day.

October 4, 2022 by drkottaway

Red leaves

I went an hour south last week. These maples are not native and are very very bright.

For Cee’s Flower of the Day.

October 3, 2022 by drkottaway

hopper

I traveled to the midwest over Labor Day for two weeks. This is taken in Ohio.

For Cee’s Flower of the Day.

October 2, 2022 by drkottaway

Squash blossom 2

I am out of order: I already put up Squash blossom 3. But it’s the Kinetic Sculpture Festival and why do things in order! Just don’t get run over by a sculpture! Even though they are covered with feathers or glitter or sequins, some are very heavy and have impressive engineering. Hooray for human powered vehicles!

For Cee’s Flower of the Day.

September 30, 2022 by drkottaway

Squash blossom 3

For Cee’s Flower of the Day.

Taken in Michigan in September.

September 29, 2022 by drkottaway

down

I’ve let myself come down again

it’s not really quiet down here
whales
the earth shuddering
new mountains being born
the ebb and flow
as the earth makes love to the moon
and small bubbles

I am quiet
when I let myself
go all the way down

the ocean is not quiet, but it is dark
dark as a dungeon
damper than dew
I keep sinking

and my eyes slowly adjust
my lungs adjust too
it hurts like knives at first
but I adjust faster than i used to
like the sea lions
I can go down and get back up
no bends
I have learned from them
I hold the oxygen
and let the nitrogen out slowly
through my gut

my eyes adjust
and then they come
the glowing ones, slow and fast
like ghosts swimming towards me
maybe they are my dead
someday I will join them

I expect to return this time
maybe
or not
I don’t know if I will find pearls
or a leviathan
who will swallow me whole
and barely notice

this time I walked in
myself
I don’t blame you
or family or past or circumstances
it is time for me to go down
I go
down and down and down
deep

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