I am writing daily, just not for the Ragtag Daily Prompt. Here is my short note today:
Dear President Trump: I strongly disagree with withdrawing the United States from the World Health Organization. One function of that organization is travel clinics. If a person is traveling to another country, they can find out what illnesses are present there and get immunizations and advice to avoid getting ill. This also helps physicians treat people who have returned from another country. The physician can contact a state health department which is in turn connected to the World Health Organization. This is a foolish, dramatic and unscientific decision on your part. I suggest that you reverse it immediately or resign as President.
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The question I have, is he closing the borders to United States citizens too? Without the travel clinics, who get information about each country from the World Health Organization, aren’t even our own state department employees at higher risk for illness? My son was an exchange student to southern Thailand. At the time he went, there was Japanese encephalitis. He was there two years after the tsunami. He got vaccinated for Japanese encephalitis before he went and he also took medicine to avoid malaria. So, are we not going to send or accept any more exchange students?
I strongly disagree with the decision to leave the World Health Organization and our country is on the verge of crazy.
Don’t buy it. Apparently a company call Him is selling a compounded GLP-1 like drug, have worked around the DEA for the moment, but people are getting really sick and there have been some deaths. Article here.
The workaround is that the DEA will let compounding pharmacies make a drug if there is a shortage. Unfortunately, online companies are doing 734,000 prescriptions a month. People can get them on line without a doctor visit or labs, though there may be a doctor signing off. Remember that they are selling an untested GLP-1, and the side effects of the tested ones can include gall bladder disease, pancreatitis and gastroparesis, where the food sits in the stomach and doesn’t leave. And yes, there have been deaths. This may be the salt of the drug, so that it doesn’t have the slow absorption when injected, and hits all at once. Is weight loss that important?
The guidelines for weight loss drugs are here: https://www.aafp.org/pubs/afp/issues/2023/1000/practice-guidelines-medications-weight-loss.html. This article is from October 2023, so doesn’t have the latest offering. I recently saw a person who did not fall into those guidelines. I refused to prescribe. The person responded, “I’ll go to Mexico and get it.” I reply, “Be sure that they do laboratory work and talk to you about the potential side effects.” I am also reading that now there are faked weight loss injector pens circulating. I don’t know what is in them. Fentanyl? Floor sweepings? Who knows.
Meanwhile I am still working on a little weight loss myself. I don’t know if I’ve lost much but clothes are fitting better. The climbing gym and hiking are having an effect. Muscle burns 9 kcal per gram and fat only 4 kcal per gram, so building muscle slims one even if the weight stays the same. My endurance is rising. That feels so good after being on oxygen for a year and a half. I am still trying to eat 1/2 green/yellow or orange vegetables at each meal and I think that is helping too. All this discipline stuff, eeyuk. Oh well.
Anyhow, be careful out there. I do not recommend getting weight loss drugs off the internet or buying it from “friends of friends”. Bad news.
Today I follow an online trail to this article on diabetes from Nature Medicine here.
It is talking about a genetic variant that is found in people with African-American heritage called G6PDdef. This genetic pattern makes the HgbA1C test inaccurate. It will look low and “in control” even when blood sugars are high. Since the blood sugars are NOT in control, complications from diabetes can happen: damage to vision, to kidneys, to nerves in the hands and feet.
I have been reading articles about current and changing guidelines about diabetes. The current guidelines say that checking blood sugars at home doesn’t make a difference. I REALLY disagree with this and at the same time, I don’t think that physicians are approaching blood sugars in a practical manner.
I saw a man recently who is diagnosed with “insulin resistance”. His HgbA1C is in between 5.6 and 6.0. Normal is 4.5 to 5.6. Over 6.5 is diabetes. He has prediabetes. He has not checked blood sugars at all, but he is on metformin.
There is evidence that metformin is helpful, and still, I think it is putting the cart before the horse. I ask my people to go buy an over the counter glucometer. Ask for the one that has cheap strips, 6 for a dollar instead of a dollar apiece. Then we go over the normal and abnormal blood sugar ranges and I ask them to start checking blood sugars. If I give them a medicine right away, they don’t learn how to control their blood sugar with diet. ALL of my patients can figure out how to bring their blood sugars down with diet. If we can’t get to a good range, then we will add metformin. I do explain that the guidelines say use a medicine right away, but I ask, “Would you like to see if you can control your blood sugars with diet?” The answer is overwhelmingly “YES!” I have never had someone say no. If we do not give them the chance and explain the goals, why would they even try?
Also, I read the dietician handouts for diabetes yesterday and I am not satisfied. I do not think they explain carbohydrates well. Foods have fats, proteins, and carbohydrates, and anything that isn’t fat or protein has carbohydrates. I think of carbohydrates as a line, from ones with high fiber that do not send the blood sugar up fast, to ones that shoot it way high. At the low end is kale and lettuce and chard and celery. Then the green and yellow and red vegetables that are not sweet. Then beets and sweet peas. Next come the fruits, from blueberries up to much sweeter ones. Fruits overlap with grains: bread and pasta and potatoes and rice. The whole grains have more fiber and are slower to digest. Candy then sweet drinks (sodas are evil) and sugar.
Sugar has 15 grams of carbohydrate in a tablespoon. Kale has 7 grams of carbohydrate in a cup. That’s a pretty huge difference. A small apple has about 15 grams of carbohydrate and a large one 30 grams. Read labels for grains. There is a lot of carbohydrate in a small amount. The issue with fruit juice is that most of the fiber is gone, so the sugars are broken down and absorbed much faster. A 12 oz coke has 32 grams of carbohydrate and a Starbucks mocha has 62! I quit drinking the latter when I looked it up.
Most people with diabetes are supposed to stay at 30 grams of carbohydrate per meal, or 45 if it is a big person or if someone is doing heavy labor. Snacks are 15 grams.
Avocados are weird. They have about 17 grams of carbohydrate in a whole one, but they also have a lot of fat. They do have a lot of fiber, which surprises me.
Diet control takes a combination of paying attention to what is on the plate and serving amounts. Three servings of pasta is not going to work, unless you are out fighting forest fires or are on the swim team. Fire fighters are allotted 6000 calories a day, but most of us do not get that much exercise.
At the same time that articles are telling me that home blood sugars are not useful with a glucometer, everyone is pushing the continuous glucose monitors. I think we like technology. And other articles say that diabetes can be reversed with major lifestyle changes.
Articles: about not using home glucose checks, here. Starting metformin, here. Starting with one of the newer medicines, here.
I think people feel a lot more successful if they get a glucometer and can bring their blood sugar down by messing about with diet. I tell them to check after what they think is a “good” meal and after a “bad” one. How much difference is there? Contrast that with being handed a pill to control it, while someone talks about diet and says all the same stuff that we’ve heard for years. Nearly all of my people want to avoid more pills and are willing to try a glucometer to see if they can avoid a pill. People who have been on diabetes medicine for a while are less willing to try, but sometimes they do too. And sometimes they are surprised that some meals do not do good things for their blood sugar.
This is all type II diabetes. For type I, we have to have insulin. If type II has been out of control for a long time, sometimes those people have to have insulin too. Right now insurances will usually cover continuous glucose monitors for people with diabetes who are on insulin, both type I and II. I do hope that they really make a huge difference for those people!
The spectrum from the low carbohydrate vegetable, the green and yellow and orange ones, up to the really high simple sugar ones is also called the glycemic index. There are lists of low to high glycemic index foods. Perhaps some people with diabetes find that helpful, but I think it’s simpler to say, ok, the stuff that doesn’t taste sweet will send the blood sugar up less. Also, since we are all genetically different and then our gut bacteria and microbiome are all different, it is individualized care to say how does this person at this time respond to this food? We change over time!
There are other examples of the HgbA1C not working to track diabetes. A resident and I looked over a person with diabetes and spherocytosis. The HgbA1C was nearly normal but the blood sugars were in the 300 range. Spherocytosis is a genetic blood cell abnormality, and the red blood cells don’t live as long. People with a past bone marrow transplant also have red cells that live for a shorter time. The G6PD deficiency is thought to help people survive malaria, so persists in the population, like sickle cell anemia. Isn’t genetics fascinating?
We have fight or flight for the sympathetic nervous system state, when we are ramped up, aggressive, go getters, all that stuff. We need a term for the parasympathetic nervous system state, the relaxed one. So far I’ve come up with lie low and flow. Other suggestions? I welcome them! We need more lie low and flow and glow and say no and ho, ho, ho in the world. What puts you in that state? Knitting? Stupid cat videos? Bugs Bunny? A bubblebath? Watching toddlers? What makes you laugh and yawn and relax and lets all the tension flow out and sink or float away?
In clinic I am seeing a wide age range. Most of the younger ones, say, under 60, look a bit shell shocked. I think this is still from the pandemic and wars and political nastiness. The over 60 crowd seems to not care as much. They’ve been through it, they know people die, they know bad stuff happens.
A friend and I were talking about pandemics and he pointed out that HIV and AIDS was a pandemic too. So we are on track for two pandemics per century. The younger folk do not remember the HIV and AIDS pandemic and how frightening it was. Right before that started, some doctors proclaimed that infectious disease had been conquered by medicine. Um, RONG RONG RONG! Boy did they eat THOSE words. And early in that pandemic, no one knew what to believe, what was happening, how to stay safe, and the communication from the medical establishment changed very fast. I wonder if the people who were young adults and older in the 1980s were less surprised by the Covid-19 Pandemic and all the rumors and confusion. Yep, seen it before.
I am not sure how to help the younger shell shocked looking folks. Colorado is a bit tough and manly and consequently there is not a huge amount of resources for emotional health. Yesterday I asked if we have anyone who does neuropsychiatric testing and the answer I got was “I don’t know.” I will dig around today but did not find it on the internet. I have found neuropsych testing hugely helpful for traumatic brain injuries, post brain surgery, and to sort out unusual learning and memory styles. One woman had a brain tumor removed. Her memory was affected. She could remember things that she wrote down and read, but not things that she only heard. No one had given her the report to read. They only told her, so she did not remember it. At least, that was the story. I gave her the report and said, “Read it. And tell your family. And if you are on the phone, take notes.”
Ok, now I should get ready for work, though I want to lie low and watch a silly cat video.
Friday I attended a Zoom diabetes update all day. Sigh. We are really doing diabetes wrong.
Diabetes affected every system in the body and so the guidelines want us to check everything. They made the point that controlled diabetes does NOT lead to blindness, kidney failure, and amputations. Only uncontrolled diabetes. There, do we feel better now?
There are three NEW things to check for. One is CHF, aka Congestive Heart Failure. Heart Failure is pump failure. It makes a lot more sense if you think of the heart as a pump. Diabetes doubles the risk of heart failure in men and increases it by five times in women. We are now to do a yearly BNP (Brain Natriuretic Peptide, got that?) except that it is useless if the person is in renal failure, because that raises it artificially.
The second NEW thing is liver problems. Liver failure is back in the top ten causes of death, having fallen off that list for a while. People drank more alcohol during COVID, there was more drug abuse adding to hepatitis B and C, but the biggest cause is NASH and NAFLD. More acronyms: NASH is Nonalchoholic Steatohepatitis and NAFLD is Nonalcoholic Fatty Liver Disease. This is related to overweight and obesity. Being overweight or obese messes up fat storage and over time this inflames the liver and then cells die, leading to cirrhosis. We are to watch liver tests, think about an ultrasound, and then there are two specific tests for cirrhosis.
Third NEW thing is Diabetes Distress. This is not depression. People score “depressed” on the PHQ-9 test, but don’t respond to anti-depressants. The lecturer said that we have to talk to the patient and find out why they are distressed, or what part of diabetes is getting them down. I thought that we should have been talking to the patient all along. There is a convenient 30 question tool we can use for this, if we have time. Will we?
Now, the old guidelines said that we are to check these things:
HgbA1C every 6 months if not on insulin, every 3 months on insulin and even more in pregnant patients.
Microalbumin/creatinine ratio: a urine test that tells us if the kidneys are starting to leak albumin. They shouldn’t.
Yearly eye test to check for diabetes damage.
Specific blood pressure ranges.
Keep everyone’s LDL cholesterol under 70. So nearly every person with diabetes gets a statin drug.
Do a foot check yearly for neuropathy.
So six things plus the new three. Can’t explain that in one visit and can’t do it in one visit either. I think we should revamp the Diabetes Distress tool and check if physicians and nurses have Guideline Distress. Diabetes is the most complicated set of guidelines other than pregnancy.
Diabetes also takes a lot of time for the person who has it. To check things “correctly”, it takes a minimum of two hours a day for Type II not on insulin and more like three or more for Type I and II on insulin. Think if you have to take two or three or more hours away from your current daily activities and devote it to diabetes. No wonder people are distressed.
The medicines are also confusing. Wegovy is in the same class as Ozempic, but is FDA approved only for weight loss in people who are overweight and have a complication, or people who are obese. Ozempic is for diabetes but people often lose weight so think about it if the person is overweight. Some of the medicines in that class also are approved to reduce the risk of heart disease, which goes up with diabetes. Another class has medicines some of which have approval for diabetes and others for diabetes and renal problems, BUT don’t use it if the eGFR is under 20, got that? The lecturer on medicines said that we’ll see less in each of those classes after they fight it out for dominance of the market. He’s been an endocrinologist for 30 years and remembers when the very first non-insulin medicine was approved. Cool! He is not discouraged, but another lecturer said that we have one endocrinologist for 5000 people with diabetes, which is not enough. We were encouraged to do more continuing medical education.
There is one guideline that I disagree with and would like to see changed. I will write about that next. After I memorize all of the different things the new medicines do, which is changing every month as new research comes out! Stay tuned!
I think I will put the clutch in and coast a bit. Or perhaps clutch handfuls of hair and pull at them, I don’t know.
Pneumonia makes me slenderize
I feel like I’ve been blenderized
Steals my breath and appetite
Work to breathe both day and night
My heart goes fast, trials one to four
I’d rather not have any more
Ten pounds down, gone like smoke
Carbohydrates make me choke
The legacy of my fourth round
I can’t eat gluten, ounce nor pound
And yet I still come out ahead
Since I am alive and still not dead
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Four pneumonias in 24 years. I have an antibody response, which peaks about six weeks after the infection. Colds don’t trigger it. This photograph is two months in to my 2021 round. I drop ten pounds in the first week and eating is always difficult. I do not recommend this method of weight loss.
I am in a large room, like an expensive hotel lobby. There is a large black bowl like structure, fountain size, but without a fountain. There is a big woman bullying me. She is making me dump containers of ice into the bowl structure. It will overflow and I will be blamed. Another woman whispers to me: “You have to sing a song about abuse, so that people will know that she is making you do this.” I know songs about abuse but at that moment I can’t think of any. Then I do. I remember a song my mother sang, this verse:
“Two little babies, crying for bread. With none to give them, don’t you wish that you were dead. Don’t you wish you were a single girl again.”
I wake up. The song is about a young woman, married, whose husband is drinking up his paycheck. She and the babies are starving and he beats them. Not a pretty picture of marriage, is it?
I wake up. One way to think about dreams is that each person in the dream represents an aspect of ourselves. So WHY is my inner bully showing up? I don’t like this!
That day my friend goes from the hospital to a nursing home for rehab. I speak to three people on the team, because my friend has a cardiology appointment the next day and I want to be sure that she will be taken to the visit. She is going to a nursing home 40 minutes away.
On the appointment day, I call the rehab just after 9 am when the internet says they open. There are three choices: two halls and a main office. I leave a message on hall one. I call back and leave a message on hall two. I wait another ten minutes and call the office. No answer, I leave a third message. I wait until 9:30 and call again. This time that inner voice with gumption is fired up: “I need a call back by 11:30 or I will drive up there, I need to know that my friend has transport to cardiology for her 12:45 appointment.”
I get a call back at 10:30. The rehab person introduces herself. “Oh, we can’t transport her because she just got here yesterday.”
“You don’t understand,” I say. “This visit is to make sure her heart is ok after restarting a medicine. It is not optional.”
“We can’t transport her.”
“I am sick, I can’t transport her. What is your name? What is your position? Who is in charge of the facility? What about her heart, your facility has no concerns if her heart is poisoned?”
“Just a moment.” Papers rattle. “Oh, we DO have transport arranged. Someone else wrote it down and I didn’t see it.”
“Oh, thank you so much. I was so worried!”
I go to the appointment, masked. The driver says my friend was a last minute addition. The visit goes well. I am on the tail end of a cold, not covid, and I am very tired from trying to be sure that my friend gets good care. I think THAT is what the dream is about, the inner strong voice who is not going to let my friend be abandoned, be bullied, be ignored. She is too ill to fight for herself so I am fighting for her. And I am formidable.
The United States could go to single payer healthcare, but one objection has been “People will lose their jobs with health insurance companies.” Yet no one seems to object to AI, Artificial Intelligence taking jobs. It’s technology so it’s fine! The wave of the future! Coming whether we like it or not!
One form of single payer healthcare is medicare for all. Expand medicare so that it covers everyone. At first, it only covered retired female teachers. Women were only considered for teaching jobs if they were single. A married woman was expected to work in the home. The teaching pay was low. Men were expected to be supporting a family, so they got more. Women were often supporting parents or children if spouses died or divorced or abandoned a family or were disabled. Early census information was a finagle: any male in the household was listed as “head” even if it was an elderly disabled father or a boarder or a teen. So the true numbers of women as head of households were obscured.
Single payer would improve healthcare. There would be ONE set of rules. Physicians would know if something was covered. Right now there are over 500 health insurance companies and they each have multiple different policies. Not only that, but the policies can change monthly in what they cover. Did you know that? I would get monthly postcards from multiple companies saying that I could go on line to one of the 500 different websites and see what they had changed and were no longer covering. I found little time to learn 500 websites. We spend enormous amounts of healthcare money on communication back and forth from insurance companies to hospitals and clinics. Trying to prior authorize CT scans, MRIs, surgeries, referrals, medications (even old cheap ones!) and then attempting to get the health insurance companies to pay for the care. Remember that the insurance companies are allowed a 20% profit: so for 1 million dollars of healthcare money, $200,000 can go to profit. The people and computer work is not in that profit, so what percentage of your healthcare dollar goes to attempting to prior authorize and get paid? How much of your healthcare dollar would you like to go to healthcare?
Medicare’s overhead is either 1.4% or 6%, instead of that 20% profit and the prior auth/collection effort. There are two different estimates (from here):
1. There are two different measures of Medicareβs administrative costs. One figure comes from the Medicare Board of Trusteesβ annual report, while the other comes from CMSβ National Health Expenditure Accounts. According to the latest trusteesβ report, Medicareβs overhead represented 1.4 percent of its total expenditures. According to the latest NHEA, Medicareβs overheard was 6 percent of expenditures.
2. The discrepancy between the two figures is due to Medicare Parts C and D. Mr. Sullivan wrote that the difference between the trusteesβ measure of overhead and the NHEA measure βis due almost entirely to the factβ that the NHEA figure includes administrative expenses incurred by health insurers that participate in Medicare Advantage (Part C) and Medicareβs prescription drug program (Part D). In essence, the overhead associated with the private insurers involved with Medicare raise the programβs overhead by almost 5 percent, or $24 billion in 2010.
People worry about “socialized medicine” but really, the closest system to socialized medicine is the Veterans Administration. I don’t think anyone wants to take their healthcare away, and some of it is specialized depending on where they were deployed and what they were exposed to. I saw veterans in my clinic because we were more than 30 miles by car from a VA hospital.
What about medicare fraud? I saw way more fraud with the insurance companies. Companies will maximize revenue by sending equipment at the exact interval insurance allows (like sleep apnea equipment and diabetes glucometers). It doesn’t matter to them if it’s being used or not. After my father died, there were 16 full oxygen tanks full in his house. The company was happy to pick them up and no, they did not want to reimburse the payments. A biller told me that often the health insurance companies will pay less then the contracted amount. When challenged, they say, “Oh, that was a computer error! We will fix that!” She said, “I have never once seen the error in the physician’s favor.” When I had cobra insurance, they would not pay my bills and I had to call them every single time to force them to pay. It took enormous amounts of time and again they claimed, “Oh, computer error!” I finally called their counseling line and said, “I want to be counseled for your company refusing to call me back and screwing over this cobra policy, and by the way, I have a family member dying of cancer.” That finally made them fix it.
WHY is our culture ok with technology taking jobs, while improving healthcare can’t? Get rid of the health insurance companies! Medicare for all! If we all had secure health insurance, think of the work innovation in our country!
I am supposed to write about envy
but what I am feeling is grief
I walked five miles yesterday
and it was fun, talking, a group
but then a nap from 2 to 5, three hours
and to bed at seven pm and up at five
so 13 hours sleep in response to exercise
It is time to downsize what I think I can do
I still have my mind, but the energy is halved
I can’t work full time as a physician
and I am not sure I can work half time
Do I try it? The risk that I crash again?
Pneumonia and death? Or do I curl into the grief
and find something else to do.
Even the thought makes me tired.
Not envy of other doctors, oh, maybe a little
but the truth is, my survival to date is something
of a miracle. Babies with mothers with active tuberculosis
usually die very quickly, infected, overshelmed.
My mother kindly coughed blood so the doctors knew
before I was born, from the protection of the womb
to the protection of the family, away from my mother.
She is dead, my father is dead, my sister is dead
so even if I cannot work half time
it’s still miraculous to be here at all.
I hope that each and every one of you
feels the miracle of not being dead and gone
some days. And that you do not envy
your dead.
My friend M is twenty years older than me. A friend of my parents since college. When I went to college in Madison, WI, I got to know her and her husband and their two sons. I lived with them my third year of college and it was a ball! I loved the family.
I visited over the years and more often when her husband had lung cancer and died. She wanted me to come out for her younger son’s fiftieth birthday. Her daughter-in-law said, “It’s nice to meet the daughter.” Apparently M considered me a daughter. I was delighted, since both of my parents had died by then.
A year ago M was feeling less well. She started losing weight. A work up was done, finding no cause. She had a rare cancer that had been treated two years prior. But by July, she had lost thirty pounds.
Thirty pounds! As a primary care doctor, RED FLAG! Very high likelihood of dying, if that went on. She was eighty years old.
I flew out in September. We took a road trip, just the two of us, from Michigan back to Wisconsin. We visited multiple old friends of hers. She thanked me afterwards, because one friend had Parkinson’s and died ten days after our visit. We saw her sisters-in-law and we did a circuit around Madison.
Afterwards, she said that was her last time driving on highways.
By December, she had dropped another ten pounds. Then she had difficulty walking. The daughter-in-law called me. She was having trouble getting any medical attention. They had had trouble for a year! Over a week, M went from walking to not being able to support her weight or stand up. I flew up right after New Years.
Something was wrong, clearly. She’d carried her own bags in September. I was the out of state doctor. The daughter-in-law, B, was moving her from bed to chair alone. I couldn’t. I am 5’4″ and M was 5’10” and now my weight. B found a private practitioner.
On my third day there, M had chest pain. We took her to the Emergency Room. The Emergency Room did the usual things. Then the ER doctor came in. “She is not having a heart attack and she doesn’t have pulmonary emboli. So you can take her home.”
“No, something is wrong! She can’t walk! She could walk two weeks ago! We did a road trip in September!”
The ER doctor shrugged. “What do you expect me to do?”
“Figure out what is going on!”
“She is eighty.” he said. As if eighty meant we stop caring.
“No, we won’t take her home. It isn’t safe. We can’t move her. M, do you want to stay?”
“Yes,” said M.
The ER doctor looked annoyed. “All right. I’ll admit her for placement in a nursing home.”
The inpatient doctor was scarcely more interested.
“What do you expect me to do?” he said, knowing he was dealing with an annoying out of town doctor.
“Steroids.” I said, “Maybe it’s a weird form of polymyalgia rheumatica. She deserves a trial of steroids.”
He too shrugged, and started steroids.
The next day she was stronger, and the third day she could stand. It was SOMETHING, but not clearly polymyalgia rheumatica. The hospital was small and did not have a cancer doctor and did not have a neurologist. They were sending her out on steroids. Follow up outpatient.
We looked at a nursing home, but went to a private assisted living instead. The staff were minimally helpful. We took turns sleeping there. Physical therapy and occupational therapy were started. M was a bit better but not the miraculous return to normal that steroids cause in polymyalgia.
I flew home. The private physician saw her. M was set up to see the U of Michigan. B kept asking if it was lymphoma, because that can be a side effect of the treatment for M’s cancer. M’s cancer doctor said no. M got covid and the appointments were delayed two weeks.
In February she went to the U of Michigan. The neurologists came through and said, nope, not polymyalgia rheumatica, and not neurological. The cancer doctor came through. The GI doctors did an upper endoscopy and biopsied. Cancer. Lymphoma.
M said no to treatment. She was discharged to hospice. She died within 24 hours of reaching the hospice.
The cancer doctor sent an apology to B, who was right all along. This was a particular lymphoma that responds to steroids for a while. M had said that if it was another cancer, she would refuse treatment.
“These people who live a vigorous life to 70, 80, 90 years of ageβwhen I look at what those people βdo,β almost all of it is what I classify as play. Itβs not meaningful work. Theyβre riding motorcycles; theyβre hiking. Which can all have valueβdonβt get me wrong. But if itβs the main thing in your life? Ummm, thatβs not probably a meaningful life.”
Ok, so now some doctors don’t care once you reach 75. That’s it. They define everything as “useful and productive” and if you are not doing meaningful work, well, you’d might as well die. I hope that doctor does die. Slowly. And that everyone around him refuses to do any tests to see what is happening. And who the hell defines what is meaningful work? That can be helping raise grandchildren, like, hello!
I have another friend who is going through the same thing. She is failing and the medical community in my town is shrugging their shoulders. She should have a head MRI, says the cancer doctor. So that was a month ago and it still isn’t scheduled.
Some of this is pandemic fatigue and backlash. People refusing to get vaccinated, people refusing to believe that Covid-19 exists, doctors and nurses dying of Covid-19, people refusing masks. If everyone is exhausted, what do you let go?
Apparently people over 75. But NOT everyone over 75. If you are wealthy, you will get care. Our Senators and House of Representatives certainly get care after 75. It is the isolated, the rural, the poor, the ones who don’t have an advocate, who will be sent home to die.
I took my friend here to her primary. “What do you want me to do?” he says.
“Here is the Home Health paperwork and she needs disability tags.” My friend is falling, five times that week.
“Ok,” says the primary. “I will set those up.”
When Home Health arrived, she had fallen. She had been down for 15 minutes and unable to get up. Home Health called the fire department. The fire department helped and also came back to put no slip pads on the steps. If she can buy the wood, they will build a ramp for her.
And I will go with her to the cancer doctor and I will rattle cages. She lives alone, she has no children, she has a brother in Alaska. But she also has an advocate. One who knows the medical system and who is not in an ethical stupor.
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