I’m switching the music: two sets of hands on fire. Chet Atkins comes on the fifth track, but don’t miss the fourth where Stanley Jordan is playing two guitars.
I cry because the laundry overflowed the sewer blocked again we might have to pull up the floor and lay it down a third time I hate the laundromat water runs across the floor as fast as the tsunami crossing the fields crushing the houses catching the trucks in Japan
I cry because I have to ask for help again Help comes but the memories of asking when it didn’t help didn’t come and I was abandoned or humiliated rise up and overwhelm me I am flooded I am helpless someone help those people The shaking earth is bad enough But the ocean rolling inland Over all Breaking all Beams to toothpicks Those are the memories that rise up And flood me I think of the soldiers and victims of wars and disasters and PTSD tsunami of memory
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Written before 5/2011. I have posted before, but couldn’t find it on a search. Posted today at a friend’s request.
Hell is other people. Heaven too.
How much do you adjust for this person?
The one who is only available when I am damaged
a foul weather friend, unexpected,
busy with all the damaged around,
never time to play. This one hides much
and slips into denial like a familiar cloak.
I am sad. That one talks about others, ah, gossip
I hate it. This one has a blind spot I could
drive a truck through. I wonder why? I am curious.
I read that women are still expected to be responsible
for the house. They are praised or blamed if the home
appears perfect or a mess. I am clearing my main floor
to resemble this idea of what a house should look like
but reading that I wonder. Is it worth it? My decor
is packrat cat lady, though only two cats. No self respecting
burgler would come in as they would trip and fall,
over cats or stuff. Stuff on the stairs: I don’t care
and know that at 65 I will be counseled in my “free”
medicare wellness visit, that I’ve paid for through
all my working years, to make sure my house is uncluttered
reducing fall risk. Hell is other people and heaven too.
There are some pretty serious fangs or tusks or whatever on the monster. Why were captured women usually naked? I really like the imaginary instruments too.
I found this delightful houndstooth check jacket years ago. It is quite beautiful wool. Inside are initials and “Individually tailored” by Sears.
Inside that pocket is more information.
Was it tailored for or by Mr. Stanley Gee on 9/18/1961? If the initials are SG, then presumably for him.
Whoever it was for, it fits my 5 foot 4 inch frame, so the person was not very big. And the fashionable houndstooth is in three shades of green. Fabulous!
Discover and re-discover Mexico’s cuisine, culture and history through the recipes, backyard stories and other interesting findings of an expatriate in Canada
Engaging in some lyrical athletics whilst painting pictures with words and pounding the pavement. I run; blog; write poetry; chase after my kids & drink coffee.
Refugees welcome - Flüchtlinge willkommen I am teaching German to refugees. Ich unterrichte geflüchtete Menschen in der deutschen Sprache. I am writing this blog in English and German because my friends speak English and German. Ich schreibe auf Deutsch und Englisch, weil meine Freunde Deutsch und Englisch sprechen.
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