For mindlovemisery’s prompt: opposing forces. The prompts are admit/deny and presence/absence.
The pairs bring up my current sadness right away. I am struggling with the realization that we have a pervasive legal substance that works at the opiate receptor, is all over the US, and I have to send out urine tests for ALL of my chronic pain and opiate overuse and anyone on any controlled substance. You say, “but it’s legal”. I say, “Overdose and death risk. I can’t ignore it.” Here is the resulting poem.
admit to yourself you deny your addiction
the presence of the drug means the absence of the one I love