You know what?
I want to get remarried. Add that, Beloved, to me wanting someone to love and to love someone.
Commit, damn it.
And that is what I now want. Thank you recent ex for showing me what I want.
I want to be myself from the start.
I want to notice bullshit and walk away before we get involved.
I don’t want to be controlled, I don’t want to control, I want a partner.
I don’t want to be enabled, I don’t want to enable, I want mutual respect and caring.
I am not your shrink, you are not my shrink, and if one of us needs a shrink, we should find one.
I want to notice lies and walk away before we get involved.
I want to speak up if you tell me lies, or I want to back away for good.
I want to be loved and I want to love. By the same person, damn it.
Hear my prayer, Beloved. Hello, universe. Here I am.
Knowing and admitting to what you really want is a big first step.