you are so beautiful
I love you so much
and I see you
so clearly
I look at you
I wish
you could see me
you see the darkness
the bear
you carry with you
and project
on me
you hold the bear
at a distance
you see it
all the time
in other people
when the bear comes
I hold open my arms
and welcome it
and I don’t yell
the bear roars
with dripping teeth
tries to terrify me
and I reach for it
me too
I say
come meet
my monsters
all my monsters
anger fear grief
shame
come out
the bear
stares at them
they hold out
their arms
the bear bows
his head
and we surround him
and welcome him
and love him
the bear cries
because you don’t love him
the bear cries
and cries and cries
we hold the bear
and cuddle him
and feed him
and try to warm him
and do the best we can
but we are not you
you come towards me
seeing the bear
fortified by my monsters
you attack
and my monsters hide
and hide your bear
and you stand
sword ready
to split us apart
confused
where is the bear?
you are sure
you see a bear
but it is gone
and I am a little girl
the naked sword is raised
the gun is loaded
you and weapons ready
no bear
you lower the gun
the sword
and make excuses
and leave
and the bear
hugs us all
thanks us
as you leave
the bear walks faster
nearly a shambling run
and dissolves into you
we wave
my monsters and I
we wave goodbye again
send love
to you and your bear
For the Ragtag Daily Prompt: myopic.